Project Detail

Eternal Beauty, Internal Hate

Synopsis

Explorings how we present ourselves as women through societies feminine ideals and analyses the consumption of beauty in the digital age. ‘Ambie Drew’ exists to achieve perfection in a synthetic reality, manipulating herself through the use of beauty tools to play on an amplified, kitsch femininity.

Details

Year
2018
Type of project
Shorts
Running time
3 mins 26 secs
Director
Ambie Drew
Producer
Ambie Drew
Editor
Ambie Drew
Screenwriter
Ambie Drew
Director of Photography
Ambie Drew
Production Designer
Ambie Drew
Sound
Ambie Drew
Composer
Ambie Drew
Principal cast
Ambie Drew

Production Status

Production Company

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