I Didn't Want To Be Here
Synopsis
The documentary follows the evolving group dynamic, capturing moments of vulnerability, frustration, and unexpected humour as the women negotiate what it means to share such personal stories in a public space for the first time.
Details
- Year
- 2026
- Type of project
- Shorts
- Running time
- 13 min
- Director
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Fionnuala McCormack
- Producer
- Rosie McNally
- Executive Producer
- Hannah Bush Bailey
- Editor
- Gráinne Creighton, Phil Harrison
- Director of Photography
- Fionnuala McCormack
- Sound
- Christine Barker
- Composer
- Cucina Povera
Genre
Categories
Production Status
Production Company
Supported by Made of Truth: BFI Doc Society Short Film Fund
Púca Pictures
Damian McCannNorthern Ireland
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