Project Detail

Searching For Meaning

Synopsis

The documentary was made in the wake of the director's own loss of his mother, who in her last days of life received very poor palliative care by the hospital.
The film is aimed to raise awareness around palliative care and end of life care, and covers interviews from a number of UK leading experts in palliative care. The film also takes great care not to leave out the story of those directly in receipt of palliative care. Unlike others films on this subject, the director's primary narrative aim is not to have a film about dying but instead have a film that looks at how to live life to the best until those final days.
SEARCHING FOR MEANING is a collage of education and thoughtfully blended aspects from what is a heartfelt story of a lady who even in the face of death, continues to demonstrate incredible courage by living life to the max. The director is also himself in receipt of palliative care and it's that emotional connection with the subject matter which is truly apparent in this film.

Details

Year
2019
Type of project
Features
Running time
83 mins
Format
Filmed in 4k. Downscaled to 1080p
Director
Jean-Francois Rodrigues
Producer
Jean-Francois Rodrigues
Co-Producer
Adnan Raja
Executive Producer
Louie Silkoff, Christian Shulz-Quach
Editor
Jean-Francois Rodrigues
Screenwriter
Malachi Howe and JF Rodrigues
Director of Photography
Jean-Francois Rodrigues
Sound
Kieran Simpson and Peter Milker
Composer
Artlist
Principal cast
Laura Bashford, Peter Bashford, Charlotte Cutter
Further Notes
Give Back Documentary Productions is a nonprofit organisation that has created this film solely for the purpose of having the importance of palliative care raised in the consciousness of the viewing public. The director has funded this project himself so that it can remain free for all to watch. The film is not being sold but instead is currently being screened 12 times across the UK mostly during Dying Matters week 2019.

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Give Back Documentary Productions

Jean-Francois Rodrigues

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